I want to take the time to admit what may already be obvious.
I’m an emotional overeater. This week has by far been the worst in a long time.
While I actually researched and took the time to cook a Paleo friendly Thanksgiving dinner the rest of the week has been horrible.
I’ve eaten tons of bread, milk chocolate (which I absolutely hate), sour cream (ick), and fast food. I feel bloated, emotional, and know for a fact I’ve gained weight. I cringe just thinking about the pictures I said I would post Monday. You’d think I’d be more diligent about my eating and exercise and trust me I want to be but for some reason I’m overwhelmed.
I don’t know if it’s the lack of sleep or the stress over not knowing if we’re going to make ends that’s just sucking every ounce of energy out of me and leaving me barely breathing but I have to snap out of it, now.
I haven’t gone to the gym once. I’ve made horrible food choices. I’ve even been sneaking sips of soda. I’ve fallen and I can’t get up.
Am I pregnant? Is it hormonal? Should I seek out some sort of support group?